Why?

I ask myself and I have asked others.
No matter what answer I get.
Tis never legit.
I still wonder..
Why?
Why do you need him to make you happy?
Why?
Are friendships not enough?
Why?
Has it become relationships before friends?
Why?
Do I always find myself in this situation?
What?
Shall I do?
I am constantly wondering, pondering and considering.
Why?

Parting

Times are changing
Life is changing
Everyone is moving on
But I'm still stuck in the here and now
Soon we'll be parting and I am scared
I can not run from the past
there is no way I will forget all my friends
I can not forget all those who have helped me learn so much
I can not forget all the tears that got me through this year
All the endless nights spend laughing and gossiping
All the obstacles we overcame
Now all of this is spiraling down
Falling all around
I see into the past and realize
the time to grow up is now
It is time to be strong as we part
I may leave you with a few tears but what I will always remember
Is all the happy moments we shared
What a great few years
Every time we settle down things are thrown at us
Together we'll make it through the night
Another memory to help us through life
Tonight we will love as we never have before
Cry as though we've never been hurt
Laugh like these are the last moments
And live in the moment
Remember all that has happened
It is you I will miss
Thank you for the lessons
I appreciate the pain
This is not yet the end
We have for ever and a day
Let's not forget, those who have been there
We may be parting but together we will always live
In our hearts