Venting:
I want to walk down the stairs right now, sit down in front on you and tell you what went wrong.
I want to walk down the stairs right now, and ask you where I am.
I want to walk down the stairs right now, and show you every scar I drew.
I want to tell you, more than anything in the world.
I want to know I'll have someone forever.
But I know everyone will say I've had you since the day I was born.
You've been gone for so long. And I see that.
You're eyes are dark, your heart empty.
You're mind is closed off to the world.
You're soul left the day you lost your world.
I know what you've been through.
I'm afraid that will be me.
With no one to turn to I'll lose myself and no one will be able to find me.
No one can see me slipping.
But I can feel the loosening of my gripping.
I put off phone calls.
Ignore letters.
Tell the world good-bye.
People get angry.
Why can't they see, I'm looking for somebody.
Have you seen them around here?
Anyone who can look past my lies?
Anyone who can see the pain in my eyes?
Someone who will wipe away my tears and hold me when I run.
I don't want to be free.
I just want someone to care for me.
Isn't it obvious?
I'm not okay.
Don't ask whats wrong then turn away.
If you don't care, just walk on.
It took my whole life.
It took my smile.
It took my heart.
It took the trust I had for everyone.
Maybe one day I'll find someone to listen.
Maybe one day I'll no longer cry.
Maybe one day sunshine will come back into my life.
Maybe one day you'll realize the stupid remarks hurt.
Maybe one day, I'll find trust.
Maybe one day she'll come home.
Or maybe I'm just waiting on forever..
