Wasted

Wasted time and wasted moments
What I have come to know
If there is no reason
Then it is thrown away
If there is no reason
Then why do I stay
pacing this empty house mumbling to myself
waiting, just waiting for something to happen
Sitting on this broken couch
Taken over by dust and time
Watching the sunset as it too is eaten in the moment
Soon it is gone, much too fast
I am wasting time hoping for a miracle
All can hope for now is a door to open
Something to let me through and find time
Find time to replace all my wasted moments
Find a reason to hold on to what I have
To live every moment in pure bliss
Please give me a reasons to find a stairway to something better
Give me a reason to climb through this open window and run for the sun
Run for it and not let it go because that will keep you here
Please someone if you hear em give me a reason
There is no point in sitting in a town that has beaten me down
In a town where every house knows me
Where every house avoids my presence for it will grow old and empty
Like the one I sit in now
Wishing the darkness would not leave me
Looking at the stars wishing I could touch them
Just feel the beauty they could bring me
Beauty that can help me find a purpose
I just want a reason to hold the night sky with me
A reason to not let it pass because it passing would mean you would have to leave
I need a reason to lay in the grass and lay my head on your chest
I need a reason to feel warmth
I just need a reason
Not empty wasted time
Not pointless moments that bring me nothing but tears
But then again feeling this pain means I have a heart
It gives me hope for something better
Even fi truth is, I no longer believe I will find a reason
So I sit here watching the sun rise
Wishing he was next to me
Holding me tight telling me this is the first of many
The first of the rest of our lives
I get up and walk out the front door
I look to the sky praying to a god that never listens
To help me find a reason